Yeah, I've been crying. A lot.
We spent last night with all of Josh's siblings, their spouses and children. Jared loved to request Mom's chimichangas for his birthday dinner, so we made them and hung out for several hours. I love watching all of our children play together and laughing over old memories.
Cancer has changed our family. Cancer has robbed our family of time. Of love. Of memories that will never be made. Cancer sucks.