Tomorrow is the day I have been waiting for, for months. Tomorrow is the day that we go to court to fight for Skylie. I have no expectations. Things have gone so poorly for us up until now, that I will not allow myself to think that it may be over.
I want this little girl where she is safe. I want her in my home, where it is clean and loving and free from dangers that no child should know.
Her mother says she is going to clean up her life and it is hard for me to believe her. My family and I have been lied to so many times, that there is no trust there. I want to trust her and I want to believe her...but only time will tell. I hope that in the future, we can look back on this time and see a Mother and Daughter who have turned out relatively unscathed from these past few years. I hope that Mother and Daughter will have a happy reunion and things will turn in a positive direction.
Until then, I will do everything in my power to keep Skylie safe.