Monday, October 1, 2007

It is not to be...this time.

Well, month three has gone by with no sign of baby #5. My friendly "Aunt Flo" has made her appearance.

This is very different for us. This trying and trying with no baby. Two of our four were unplanned surprises and the other two were something like, "Hey, do you think that we should start trying to have a...we're pregnant!")

So, I don't know why it isn't happening, but there is obviously a reason. Maybe one day I will figure out what that is. For now, I'll have to settle for being frustrated.

8 comments:

ivan said...

[leeann] - thanks for commenting in my T13! :)

regarding this post, maybe you're just too stressed to conceive at the moment. Take a rest and relax... =)

Girl said...

I'm sorry. That's got to be disappointing.

mickey said...

The reason may be apparent in no time at all, or in a long time. It really is hard to "wait it out." I am sorry it is frustrating when you want something so badly and it doesn't come you way. Can I come out and perhaps my mere presence will enact some great resourses within you. he he he

Pam said...

I know it is frustrating, but hang in there...you are blessed with 4 wonderful children and hopefully #5 soon. I used an ovulation calculator to help me out when I was trying to get pregnant with Riley- just search for one, there are a million on the web and you can find one that works for you. If I can find the site I used, I will send it to you. Try to relax too- that usually helps, and hey, until then...have fun practicing!

lizzie said...

yeh, i hear rubbing uteros with mickey can do something for you. ask her about it.

DandelionGirl said...

I feel for you as I'm going through the same thing. I highly recommend this book, "The Garden of Fertility" as it's helped me to understand WHY I'm not conceiving. At least now I know what I can do to help it along. Maybe this book will help you too. :)

Shannon said...

I'm so sorry to hear of your disappointment. I know it's extremely frustrating. Thinking of you ans wishing you the best!

Crysm said...

Leeann... Shane and I tried to have Lilly for 2 years and even went through Fertility Treatment. Once you decide you want to be pregnant, you want to be pregnant NOW! So I completely understand how each month that goes by is like pouring salt in a wound. Stay strong. It will happen in the Lords time. As it always does.

Much Love,
~Crys